What am I thinking today?
I'm thinking today is going to be a good day, my only day off, so it really has to be. After Mum has eventually come back to look after
her kids, I am going round a mate Kara's house, because she's getting loads of people round her house to play on her Wii. But because we have a Wii at my house, and to be honest I'm not really into it like at all, but it will be good to see people that I haven't seen in ages. And she is always moaning at me saying we never meet up and stuff, but lets not go there, because otherwise I'll go off on a rant and not want to go.
I am kinda looking forwards to it though, although that might only be because my Mum is driving me mad, wanting me to babysit for her on my only day off, I wanna go out and see my friends, not look after her kids! She's like, well I'll only be gone from 2-3, but I know she'll be longer, and that is when everyone is going round to Kara's house. But I really need to have a shower before I go over there, smelling of burgers really isn't good.
What else, what else? Oh yeh, I am sooo badly not keeping a hold on my money, I extended my overdraft to £100, but with a bloody charge of £25, and I printed of a receipt of my bank, and I'm like £97 overdrawn :-( Not good, but I should be getting paid like £300 next Thursday, so that'll help, but I'm not really sure whether to cancel my overdraft, because I do have to pay my Dad £50 every month, and I really want the Iphone, so it might be helpful as like a backup. Then again, I might just get stuck in it, and always need it, which I really don't want to do.
And because my hair needs a major re-styling, I wanna go to one of the posh hairdressers like Tony and Guy, and get my hair done there, but it's like £50 just for a new cut, and I want my hair colouring professionally too, so God knows how much that would cost. And I also have my petrol tank to worry about, because I haven't had the car for long, I don't know how long half a tank will last, which is all I've got left. And it has to last till next Thursday; Pay Day as mentioned earlier, so that's a worry.
Oh gosh, and I can't believe I haven't mention New Years yet! Well the plans of going round Luke's to his party went down the toilet, because he cancelled the party, and everyone failed to tell me. So I rung up Dude to find out what everyone was up instead, and he said that everyone was going round Reese's house, but of course I have to be invited, I should have seen that as the first bad sign. So I called up Reese, and he was like Hi Darlin, how are ya? But towards the end on the conversation I realised I wasn't going to be able to go round his house, because like there were too many people coming, and it was really more of a family thing, tush whatever.
So I called up Jess, my lovely best mate, found out she was going to a nightclub, but you needed to have tickets for that too, but luckily another mate, called Jess lol, decided she didn't want to go, so I got her tickets :-) :-) So went out with Phil, Alex, Jess, and Claire and had an awesome night, getting very drunk and only spending £25, well it was all I had, but I made it go far spending it mostly on J.D, which gets me very drunk very quickly. So all good, I spent the night a Jess', and went home the next morning. The only bad thing was that I was sick again round Jess, but no one knew! She had relatives round so I was like ok, I can't hurl here, I somehow, I managed to exit the room quietly walk up to the toilet, and hurl there. Jess only knew because I told her, I was because I drunk Pineapple juice, within 10 seconds of that, I was like, ok I am going to hurl. Then I did the same thing back at my house, I was talking to my parent's when I felt the overwhelming feeling, walked up stairs, but had to run up the last few, because I simply had to, so I could reach the toilet. I looked in the mirror, and I looked like death, my face was so pale, I'd never seen myself looking to pale. My Dad said it was all the blood in my system was concentrating on keeping my stomach together. So for the rest of New Years, I watched a grand total of like 2 movies; I watch the end of Kindergarden Cop, half on The Flintstones, and the beginning of Sense and Sensibility, when I realised I had sobered up, and was extremely hungry.
So I shall conclude this
very long blog here, thank you for reading this if you did make it this far, I applaud you.
Till next time,
girl_06122
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